25 centavos short

well actually. its been a long time since i have blogged. why rant online and spend effort on typing your thoughts, when you can take it out on your friends in real life and in real time? the idea that your gramatically wrong sentences (plus in my case.. spelling mistakes)are laid out in the open for everyone to criticize and makefun off, is not appealing. one upside to ranting in real life is that real people relay their comments on real time., you dont have to wait for an anonymous passer-by to bitch about how you handle your life months after you posted that message. also in real life you can hit real people with real objects easily available by your side if they ever fuel your wrath. ^_^

so why am i blogging this down? i guess there is no one in the present to rant to

nahhh. just killing time <stab.. stab.. buwahahaha>

Procrastination.. uhh did i spell that right? who cares.. its probably sounds like the word im looking for anyway.. why is it that putting off things you have to do is sooo much easier than actually doing it (duhh?)

anyway if you have any spare time? can i have it? (??)

Last semister was hell… well almost

i survived and i’m currently a probation student. whoopie!! They say that the next two semisters are gonna be worse. if last sem was hell? whats it gonna be? *shivers*

most people wonder what this link is for.

pillows can’t hug you back… but sometimes they’re all you got…

its been a while since my last post. but here i am again… bored.. waiting.. waiting for the  bucket in my bathroom to fill up with water so i can finaly take a bath. hey,.. i think i can hear it overflowing… haha. i guess i’ll do the world a favor and take a bath now

Christmas break has officially started here in elbi. 10 days of so called academic free rest (for most normal students). Just wanna send my seasons greetings to the people who took time to read this.

sa aking mga fellow students… lalo na sa aking mga batchmates.  Mahalin na ang ma araw na makakatulog tau ng mahaba kasi pagdating ng January… patay patay na.. hahaha… (That’ll send people the holiday cheer o_O )

hehe.. im bored and babbling again

soo ummm…. merry christmas?! and happy new year everyone

calvin: what’s it like to fall in love?

hobbes: well.. they say the object of your affection walks by…

calvin : yeah?

hobbes: First your heart falls into your stomach and splashes your innards. All the moisture makes you sweat profusely. This condition shorts the circuits to your brain and you get all woozy. When your brain burns out altogether, your mouth disengages and you babble like a cretin until she leaves.

calvin: that’s love?!?

hobbes: medically speaking..

-calvin and hobbes

just because my eyes are not in tears, doesn’t mean my heart doesnt cry.. and just because i come out strong doesn’t mean theres nothing wrong..

often, i choose to pretend i’m happy so i dont have to explain myself to people. smiling has always been easier than explaining why i’m sad.

"nakatulala ka nanaman… nakatingin sa kawalan… naghihintay…"

in four minutes i would have to go to my 1pm zotc 113. just killing time ^^,

"you can cry all you want. you could always blame me. you said that i was not fair, that you just wanted life be better, but remember its all your fault. you stabbed me with a knife :c " -sibuyas (onion)

what’s one of the best ways to kill time?… if your here in the philippines and have a cellphone… mag-unli ka! all it takes are a couple of equally bored friends and the suitable amount of load to register. you’ll be surprised in what people can send to you… here are some

modern philosophies (thanks to leyn)

- if your father is poor, its your fate. If your father in law is poor its your stupidity.

-how come abbreviated is such a long word?

-love thy neighbor but dont get caught

-the wise never marry, but when they do they become otherwise

-love is photogenic, it needs darkness to develop

-your future depends in your dreams… so go to sleep

-children in backseats causes accidents, accidents if backseats causes children

-save water, shower with a partner

this composition was published in the newsletter of the UP CELLS.

Lumang Linya
by Bittersweet

"Sorry. Hindi pa ako ready sa commitment."

kalokohan. bakit hindi mo na lang kaya sabihin kung ano ba talaga ang iyong tunay na nararamdaman. pwede mo namang sabihin ayaw mo talaga sa akin. o kung hindi naman kaya aminin mo na sa akin na mahal mo ako. hindi yung ganito. ginagawa mo akong maghuhula. wala akong kapangyarihan para pumasok diyan sa utak o puso mo para alamin kung ano ba talaga ang iniisip at nararamdaman mo.

duwag ka. bakit hindi ka nalang kasi magsalita? walang excuse sa pagiging torpe. takot ka ba sa aking isasagot kung sakaling ika’y magtanong? eh bakit kaya hindi mo subukan? hindi ganyan. para kang may sariling mundo. minsan ok tayo. nagbibiruan. nagtatawanan. minsan naman parang may nakakahawa akong sakit na pilit mong iniiwasan. ano ba talaga?!

nakakasawa. parang isang patalastas na laging pinapalabas pagkatapos ng isang yugto ng isang soap opera. matagal na akong naghihintay pero wala paring nangyayari. hindi naman siguro kaila sa’yo na gusto din kita. Maliban na lang kung manhid ka. hindi ako magtyatyagang samahan kang maglakad sa ulan para pumunta kung saan o di naman kaya eh tumawa sa mga napacorny mong jokes kung ayaw ko sa’yo diba?

ayoko na. masakit ang umasa sa isang bagay na walang kasiguruhan. pero mas masakit maghintay sa isang bagay na alam mo namang hindi na talaga darating pa. tama na. wala narin namang saysay. hindi ka ready sa commitment? pwes, hindi rin ako tanga.

ayoko sa mga lumang linya, pero anong magagawa ko… mahal kita…

mga simpleng panama… bullseye ung second paragraph… hey!? when did people start reading the fine print? anyway.. this would be the 5th day where i would sleep early. early in the sense that its past 3am and im still awake… this is all because of one addiction… DOTA. a sure way to eat up your money and the time you spend thinking of her.

  … im babbling…